August 2011
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I can’t stand when couples fight on facebook. I mean, sure, I’ve put up song lyrics that relate to my situation, but to blatantly call each other out over facebook… are you dumb? That’s just completely unnecessary. The whole world doesn’t need to know everytime you two are fighting. It looks immature.
July 2011
Anonymous asked: are his posts to u?
Anonymous asked: wow that's so cool. are you going to do more?
oh and random question. did they tell you what to wear or you just pick anything?
oh and random question. did they tell you what to wear or you just pick anything?
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Anonymous asked: how did the website find you? and were you like really happy when they asked u....you must have taken it as a huge compliment!
Anonymous asked: how did u get all of your modeling jobs so far? and did u get paid for the professional one?
Anonymous asked: did u and chriscrack break up?
Anonymous asked: damnnn you are so hott why do u not model more?!
Yay! I just put up the photos from my photoshoot with Kevin Greene :)
texts between jill and i
Jill: Mom is making steak... WTF
Me: Sooo... Were gettin dinner together tonight or.. Did you type steak instead of chicken?
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“I’m sorry baby. You were the sun, the moon to me. I’ll never get...”
– Sun and Moon - Above&Beyond
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Isn’t this what you wanted? You were so eager when you were drunk texting me to hurry up this process, what’s changed? You can’t take 15 minutes out of your life? The last 15 minutes I’ll ask from you, you can’t do that? Well, I guess that makes sense. I was never a priority during our relationship, why would I be one now?
I feel so trapped and I just want to escape. I don’t want to live in this town anymore. I don’t want to go to this school anymore. I don’t want to know these people anymore. I want to leave. I want to go so far away. There’s nothing holding me back anymore. I just need to find somewhere far enough.
Drunk Thought.
strav:
i miss you too much, i don’t know how we are going to be friends. I dont know how we can be anything. It’s really pointless for me to try and decide that. I no longer know what I want, because what I want is unobtainable. Also, I still dont think you know what you want.
I’m done, hope that made sense.
Good Night.
perfect sense.
anxiety attack. no bueno.
rutgers to die yaaay
shower.nails.hair.makeup.rutgers.
in that order.
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JILL WHICH ONE
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I don’t know exactly what religion I would identify with, if I even identified at all. I don’t go to church and I don’t pray every night. I’m really not too sure what my beliefs are when it comes to a higher power. I try not to think much of what happens once you die because I’m the type of person that needs to know things for sure, and the only way to really know...
its been a while.. here's your picture anon
Anonymous asked: 9 20 48
lifethroughlyric-deactivated201 asked: 23, 27, 40
Anonymous asked: 1, 6, 27
mostbeautifulplague:
I usually distance myself from people because I’ve been hurt and lied to by almost everyone in my life. But all of the sudden, people start treating me good and I think maybe I’m getting too attached. If I start to develop real feelings for these people, something will go wrong. I don’t want to get hurt anymore, it’s exhausting..
These are actually good questions →
Your ex texted you and wanted you back. Would you take him/her back?
Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left?
Your relationship status?
Where did you meet your crush(es)?
Have you ever lost a close friend?
Do you smoke weed regularly?
Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person?
Would you parents be mad if you were in a...
So.. I take a sleeping pill given to me by Kevin. Pass out by 230.. and I just woke up. At 419. WHaaaaattt the fuck.
sleeping pills.
I GET SO HAPPY
When my friends send me links to their new music and everything because they’re all so talented and it makes me smile. Ah! <3
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I’ve always identified as a walking contradiction. I’m so indecisive and everything I want goes against what I believe in or say or do. Half the time, two things that I want contradict each other. It’s become so annoying recently. It frustrates me to no end, and I’m sure it bothers the people around me.
I’m going to get dinner with Kevin soon. Well, more like I’ll eat and he’ll watch since he’s already eating dinner. But then hopefully I’ll hangout with my best friends. Or go drink with the few people I still talk to from home. Or something like that.
letterstomybrokenheart:
Dear You,
I’m worn down and tired. Exhausted, really. Everything requires so much effort. So much emotion. So much thinking. And I’m tired of it all. I could sleep for days, you know. That isn’t how I want to live my life… in a constant state of exhaustion. I’m tired of having to over think and analyze everything. For once, I just want to roll with it all, let life wash...
It’s the calm before the storm, right before everything falls apart.
3 in the morning mcdonald runs with kevin to help clear my mind are always what i need :)
FUCK MOSQUITO BITES
holy fuck. why do they even exist they’re so itchy and i just wanna scratch my skin off. but even after you scratch them so much the cut open they still itch so it hurts even more omg.
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“It’s a shame you don’t know what you’re running from.”
– Your Biggest Mistake - Ellie Goulding
It’s exhausting. No one else tires me out like you do. You drain me. You already have it in your mind that you knew what happened, when in reality, you don’t. You can assume, sure. There’s no point in texting you back right now. I just don’t have the energy or the motivation to deal with it all. You’re convinced I do this all on purpose, that my main mission in life...
jtomyheart:
Never chase people who don’t wanna be caught. When people shut their ears, shut your mouth
“there is only one serious question. and that is: who knows how to make love...”
– tom robbins, still life with woodpecker (via ilikewhatyousee)
“You can’t force love, I realized. It’s there or it isn’t. If it’s not there,...”
– Frostbite—Richelle Mead (via ineedyoutomeanit) 