September 2010
Hands down,
I’m too proud for love.
but with eyes shut, its you i’m thinking of
So your still gunna like stuff when I talk to other girls?
Is it a problem?
A little yeah
Why is that?
Because your not liking it for the fact of liking it. You like it to spite me
And how would it spite you?
Just forget it keep liking whatever u want to like
No, please do explain.
Nope I’m good
Why is it such a problem to explain? I don’t understand
Just forget it then
...
Broken. part 1
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time…
You like to play games. You always have. You enjoy knowing that I’m hurt. In fact, you WANT me hurt. Why? All because I left. I had no choice.
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you’ve already figured out…
Why...
Broken. part 2
Whore myself out? Ok.
In the pain, is the healing
In your name I find meaning
Nicholas, when I asked you if you still believed in alwas and forever I asked because I believe in it. WIth every ounce of my being I believe in it. And I needed to know if there was hope. If I should even try to work on myself and us. If you said you didn’t believe in it then I would have known right there...
sleep doesn't come easy to those with a broken...
Dear Grandpa,
“No crocodile tears.”
You never liked to see me cry. You would get so upset to the point that you would yell sometimes. You didn’t want to see me upset. I was supposed to smile around you all the time because I was your little girl. You were my world.
When you left us I hated you. I hated you so much. Why couldn’t your heart just keep beating? Why couldn’t you have...
it rained the day they broke up..
: I came up with an actual answer to why you can’t... →
breannawrites:
Your first love takes all of you. Every part. Every single ounce of your love you have to give is put into that person. You’re so trusting, you’re so vulnerable, you’re so in love you take the risk and give it all away. It starts off so slow you barely realize it. You start off with your…
just when i thought my heart couldnt break...
well its facebook official. because he wanted it to be. you know what they say, nothing is official until its on facebook.
the pain you feel when your heart is broken is unlike any other you could ever feel.
im numb to it all. i dont feel anything. but my insides are tearing each other apart. i feel nausaus. my head is throbbing. my eyes burn. and my heart.. broken into a million pieces.
i...
The only reason I don't tell people is because...
its done
not forever.
i have that feeling, the feeling you have when you truly love someone, that feeling that whispers in your ears while your crying that its not over for good..
i went out last night even though we broke up.
no, im not happy that i did but the pain i felt i knew i couldnt be left alone.. i couldnt allow myself to be alone. so i went out with my girls since that was the orginal plan.
...
The weight of things that remain unspoken built up...
longerthaninfinity-deactivated2 asked: jen.
you need to do what's best for you. always. even if it hurts.
you need to do what's best for you. always. even if it hurts.
I feel like I'm failing. I'm failing at what I was...
Holding back my tears is the most hardest thing to...
drawntoyou:
thelife396:bittersweetlife96:numberoneee:(via abbybelandres)
the list
we had expos outside today.
as we’re all sitting in the grass professor brennan is talking. we all listen intently at first but his voice is slowly starting to relax us all. we begin to slouch, to stretch out a little, to get comfortable. the breeze is blowing ever so slightly, just enough to feel it kiss your skin, but not enough to realize it’s there without relaxing. the colors...
Contradictions.
I’m happier than I’ve ever been before..
..just not in the ways I used to be.
The changes I’ve gone through mentally and physically in these short few months blows my mind. Yet, I still have this one thought plaguing my mind. I read a blog recently about a couple that broke up. Rather than breaking up for the usual reasons of cheating or fighting they broke up simply because...
The saying "you never know what you have until...
Where's your head at?
Sometimes Most of the time I feel like I give out so much more than I get.
I’m a little girl. Petite, tiny, and most likely the least intimidating person you will ever meet. I may have never been in a fight before, but when it comes to my girls don’t underestimate me. Maybe it’s the way I was raised, maybe it’s the Italian in my blood, I’m not sure but what I do...
I shouldn't have to explain myself and defend...
“If you could see your future without me, and that doesn’t break your heart…Well,...”
– Eric from That 70’s Show (via breannawrites)
Confused.
I’m finding myself.
And losing myself at the same time.
I don’t know what I believe in anymore.
Ah, the things college does to you.
I feel a long, deep post coming soon.
College life
TGIF!
I’m done for the day with classes and since it’s Friday, that means for the week also! Basically, my schedule is:
Monday
10:20 am - 11:40 am Algebra
3:20 pm - 4:40 pm General Psychology
Tuesday
8:40 am - 10:00 am Death and Afterlife
11:30 am - 12:50 pm American Government
5:00 pm - 6:20 pm Expository Writing
Wednesday
11:30 am - 12:50 pm...
I'm staring at the moon
through my window. Its peaceful and there’s really no other words to describe it. But I’m staring.
