December 2010
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YOUR A WHORE AND...
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can't shake this feeling.
i have such a bad feeling but i’m not sure why..
hopefully, it’s just the weather.
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i love your blog!
followed :D hope you follow as well?
November 2010
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I miss the little things..
.. the texts that I used to wake up to from you, the phone calls until we fall asleep, the way you would grab me whenever another guy would look at me, the way you would kiss my forehead in front of other people, the way you would come from behind and grab me and just hold me so tight in your arms, our little “i love you more” fights, the way you used to tell me everything. I miss the...
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This is the second suicide of a freshman at Rutgers University in New Brunswick this semester. The first one I was not priveleged to know, but it still upset me. I could have known him. Maybe we would have become close friends, great friends, best friends.. maybe he would have changed the world or found the cure for cancer or maybe he just would have been a great father. I was upset because the...
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I NEED A FAVOR FROM EVERYONE PLEASE!
SERIOUSLY, it will take like 15 seconds of your time (:
so, my friend Steve Ziegler entered a Rutgers Pride photo contest and needs you to like his photo by tonight so he has a chance of winning! First “like” the group page, then visit his picture and “like” it! Thanks! ♥ http://www.facebook.com/photo. php?fbid=10150300316910467&set=o.163336477027472
like this or...
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no one said life was fair
yeah, well no one said it was so fucking unfair either
someone I know committed suicide. my friend is a...
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Have you ever noticed...
…that when you’re going through a tough time, like a really tough time, when your heart is being torn apart then put back together just to be torn apart again.. when you think things are getting better, but then they get worse, just to get better again but afterwards you aren’t exactly sure if they even got better in the first place.. when everything you have ever wanted is right...
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fuck i just wish everything was better and none of...
ayokolangmagutom:
“Falling in love is like falling asleep while the classes are going on. You were not supposed to but you did.”
-googoodoll.tumblr.com
Running.
Your patience with me is running thin, I can tell. You’re tired of the insecurities I have. Well, so am I. But I can’t just pretend they aren’t there. Do you honestly think I want to feel this way? I’m getting on your nerves, I know. I just can’t help it. I know I’m over analyzing everything but this is my heart we’re talking about. And your heart too. And...
Pepper,
I understand your in heat but please do us all a favor and stop with your incessant meowing, especially at four in the morning, or I will contemplate throwing you out a window. Regardless, i still love you pep <3
Love your owner,
Jenn
Thanksgiving!
So I just made homemade stuffing from scratch, stuffed the turkey, and put the turkey in the oven. Only 4 hours til it’s done! Haha. Next on my list: mashed potatoes, corn, carrots, peas, broccoli, keilbasa, sausage, salad, apple pie, pumpkin pie, cookies, cupcakes and I think that’s it! Honestly, I can’t wait until I have a place of my own so I can cook dinners like these all...
soooo. i have 3 hours and 11 minutes left on my mac.. because super smart jennifer left her charger at school :( but.. IM SUPER EXCITED TO COOK DINNER ALLL BY MYSELF TOMORROW! i’m doing everything the same way my grandmother did it (:
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get your drunk ass over here let's bone
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I should have listened to that little voice in my...
I look through the pictures we took together and it infuriates me. I was so blind to what was really happening. I fucking heard that little voice in the back of my head but ignored it. I wanted to believe you. I was smiling in those pictures because I was the happiest girl ever. I just took a crazy trip home, walked up to your door, and put everything in perspective for you. I became the voice of...
emotional breakdown earlier.
but now i’m home. and stable. and breathing. and really, that’s all that matters right now.
Some of the things I wish I could tell you but...
I’m damaged. And hurt. I don’t trust you, I mean, how could I? I want to trust you. For almost a month all it’s been is lies and you being shady. The things that went on behind my back make me shudder and cringe. You looked straight into my eyes. Your big beautiful blue eyes were wide open as you stared straight into my eyes and lied. Not once, but over and over again until you...
tonight
We were laying in your bed huddled under the covers because it was so cold in your house. You were laying next to me and kept me warm as I watched House. Soon enough I heard you breathing. You were breathing the same way you do when you’re asleep so I rolled over and just looked at you. All I could think of was how beautiful and peaceful you looked. And how you were the only man I’ll...
and if it takes forever, forever it will be
fuck insecurity.
Because the truth is, if you love a person, if you...
breannawrites:
Always. No matter what, no matter who, no matter how much time has passed. That’s how you truly know if you love someone: when you forgive them for breaking your heart.
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you're on your way over right now.
I’m insecure. And terrified. I’m terrified at the thought of losing you. Never being complete again. Not being good enough. I’m worried that every girl may be the next one to keep us apart. Do I still have what it takes to make your heart race? Can I still give you butterflies? Are you still scared to lose me? Do you want me back? Are you done with her? For real this time? Can we...
i am just so unmotivated today.
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because of last night,
I feel like everything I have posted up to this point about Nick and I, all the progress, all the conversations, it was all bullshit. I was real. My feelings were real. Everything I said, I meant. But after last night, I can’t say the same for him.
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what i'm dealing with is too real for me to...
i should have went to arizona.
the 15th
I slept over your place yesterday. I wanted to be happy as I walked over alone in the dark, I knew I should have been happy, but I just wasn’t. I knew tomorrow (as in today) would be coming. And it tore me to shreds. The fifteenth is supposed to be our day, but there’s no more us, so now its just the fifteenth. I’d be lying if I said it didn’t hurt. I laid down right away...
I can't stand thinking about us in a past tense.
I have a bad feeling. But I don’t know exactly why
one day you're gonna realize how much she loved...
If there is anything in this world that I could replicate, it would be their love. If I could have even a quarter of the love they shared for each other it would be more than enough for me.
When did you fall in love with me?
The first time I ever saw you.
Your eyes were closed. You were falling asleep. It was dark so you wouldn’t have been able to see anyway, but the tears started to fall down right there. To have such a strong feeling be validated by you; we both fell in love at the same time, that has to mean something right? It’s so hard because you aren’t...
