i kind of feel like crying. and i want to say that i just dont care, but i do. obviously. whatever. i was taught at a very young age that nothing comes easy & sometimes, certain things just never come at all. and a couple years later i learned that people leave. they just walk out. you can go from being someone’s world to literally nothing in the matter of a couple seconds. and it hurts and your eyes sting worse than when you get shampoo in them. and sometimes, it the stinging goes away quickly but some things will sting you forever. i’ve been sitting here trying to narrow it down to a single emotion. angry. sad. exhausted. disappointed. but i’m hurt. for the first time in a long time, im hurt. i don’t want to talk about it anymore. but just know that sometimes it isn’t love that breaks your heart… sometimes, its your friends.